Princess Diaries Version 1.0

Hi .........so did you try playing with the diary?Anyways I got to update my diary..........

So if you ever thought that the diary was all this boring planner..or this effluent peoples daily schedule keeper, your wrong.Its special in its own way.As I opened my diary i read this very interesting write up of mine.........

Date:10.11.2001

Why do I have confusions with relationships?

Sometimes its annoying but the word relationship is just too good and at times too bad too.What makes a relationship?What has it all to do with life?I start my life alone and end it alone,so where does all this relationships take me?

I guess I'll strain my brains a little more for answers!Relationships are simple at the beginning and become complex as we grow.The word relationship is astonishingly different with different people.So the word is like a chamelion ,"changes with environment".Exactly I do have confusions with every relation and they are all different.A few days back I met a little girl down my street .She was very preety and sweet.I asked her for her name and she immediately replied "Ankitha".Before I could tell her that she had a nice name her mum interrupted.Ankitha ask akka(elder sister) her name.There was nothing special about this,since all of us would have experienced such incidents.But there was something that made me think more............As a kid we are open to everybody,we dont creat barriers or hassles by the name of relationships,but this society around us teaches it.It gives every relation some name.And we stay with that fact.We got to forget it all.When we start to bond freely without hassles we dont expect anything from the relationship.So when you give some name to the relationship you start expecting from it too.Like if I call somebody a sister,I would like her to be caring and helpful.And this kind of list goes on.Instead of that if I am open and just,my love should be undivided to all I meet in this big world(known or unknown)and it should be a pure - one without expectations.Because only when you have an innocent love - its love, otherwise its just a feeling...............

And more to it is anger,jealously,selfishness and so on.Why do we get angry?Even for that we have got one good old answer."I like you a lot thats why I can be angry only with you".Sometimes this can be a wrong perseption,see at the first place anger is created not occured and the second place anger is an illusion not image.When our heart works without our brain's consent ,our mind stops working.We dont have a control on ourselves!So this is a situation created.We need to avoid it.The same goes with selfishness,jealously,...created versions of no self control.and at the more we blame others for it...we blame relationships....and in this short life we lose one good bond...only because of a negative attitude....so when you have a bond dont define it with set of rules...like "my child has to study and become a doctor for my sake".....Why create such expectations...when we are not authorised to do so....we shouldn't force our wishes on others.we do it only because of the big fact"he is my child"..which is wrong he is your loved one and so are everybody..you can love him but not order him...your not here for that.what happens at the end of such biased expectations we end up fighting between relationships and cry after we lose them......no use what is once lost in life is lost.........Sometimes I've done it myself.When my mum will ask me to switch of the light I would take advantage of her and tell her"why dont you do it instead of telling me!"though it looks funny as a sentence ,it isnt.If I had a pure,innocent and open heart I wouldnt have commanded.Because only when you strain others with your commands you spoil the relationship.So stop creating glues to your wings,they are for flying.Help them fly high.So next time when you meet people meet them without the intention of straining them with the word relationship.Just be a open book and give them a hand, you'll know the difference of pouring love without expectation.All of us are here only due to divine inspiration.So rejoice this world,leave the hassles,feel free to be yourself.Dont react because the world does.React only when you want to.Channel your heart and brain's frequency to a child's then you'll understand relationships are wireless bonds that connect peoples hearts not mind.Dont live for someone else,because one day you might end up being a puppet at other's hand.And at that time you might not have the time to free back,because this life is short.
Sweet dreams.

This was one of my very interesting dairy writings...........And when I write I feel with it.So I write as though I am talking to somebody..but that somebody is also me...hopefully I didnt bore anyone........So you got any more interesting views on relationships do post in.And open your wings because we got to fly high toghether in this life....and after it!