Yippee its happy birthday, a time to treat myself with cakes and ice creams again:)
I don't know I thought my blog is dieing. Oh my God is it time to blame, or myself? Whatever it is it cannot die, after all its my blog and I love it:) Today is my blog's B'Day. I would wish myself "A VERY HAPPY B'DAY".......And to be honest, I didn't remember that this was the first day my first post went on blog. After aeon's I opened my blog and when I saw it’s my Blog's Bday I was more than Happy..........this is called coincidence that brings bliss. Okay on its b'day I know there should be something special.How about a black forest cake?!?!my mouth is already watering. Now before I write a new post, there are two people who helped me create this blog, how about telling them a special thanks?!This one I can do right away:)
Okie the first one Hasini's fan(Mr.Kanjoos).........I know if I appreciate you,you'll sit right on my head,but can't help.I know lots of people knew I can write, but this blog was your idea.All praises for this blog goes to me and for everyone who hated my blog pass it to him because he caused the trouble(How's that?!?!?!)...............don't get offended I have good things too. I don't know if anyone enjoyed but I enjoy every bit of my writing, every little bit that I write.THANKS for all the happiness you were responsible for:)
Second MSR my critic.He'll patiently read all the crap I write and give suggestions.Without him the little english I write is no where.This thanks is right from my heart MSR.........
Now for the rest of the world, Thanks for this special Happy B'day that is not possible without your comments and appreciations.THANKS A LOT:)
My new post……..Humanity is child's play?!?!what say?
As a writer I know I can score just an average….as a student I can score a little above average….as a singer am actually a little below average………..but before all this how am I as a human????????
Don’t know! Am I just cells added together to form a life or life formed out of the feeling of existence………Human? I still doubt
I say I am excellent as a human…………Oh then comes the sigh?!?! No I am not too good to be appreciated like hell………….then what am I average above average or just a normal human, very difficult to answer. Just like intimate relations this is an intimate question.We can keep asking this to ourselves if not others. Then what do I consider myself as where do I stand.
Two good incidents that took me to the seeds (seeds even in the literal meaning) of humanity, one my first true love and two the most charming girl I have ever seen. Without adding any more notes to the intro I will directly tell the incident.
The first one, a lovely train journey, I was enjoying the cool breeze standing a little close to the door, holding my hands to the metal holder. My phone rang, I picked up my phone with a bright voice and told “I am almost near, just one stop, Stay at your home”. My friend replied she was already out of home. I told her I was damn thirsty and I wanted water very badly, and persisted her to stay at home. There was a feeling of someone calling me from my back. I thought my dhuppta was flying and adjusted it and when I looked back I could see a small hand pulling my dress very lightly. Behind the small hand I could see the face of a billion dollar smiling little child. That was my first experience of love at first sight. The girl brought her hand containing a water bottle forward and said,”Akka(sister) take ths water". I was moved, moved to pieces. Amazing attitude, even I would not do that. The child’s face is still fresh on my heart’s camera. The child was not taught to act like a human, the child never thought what if the other person feels bad about my offer. The child just had one intention, when you have the resources to help someone why don’t you help.How do I call it? That was a single moment I felt I was on top of the earth. I don’t know why but I couldn’t stop telling the child a Thank you.The girl looked not very rich but her attitude just reminded she was richer than the richest in the world. I felt real blessed. I don’t know if it’s with the growth physically and mentally that we lose humanity or that humanity continues if we try being humans.I remember a very old song in tamil,
“Manithan enbavan theivam agiran” (Meaning: Man becomes God”). I would actually say all of us are God if we are first humans. The divinity comes on its own then. That girl might grow up, I might be 40 when she is just 20. Imagine if there is a situation I meet her and there is recurrence of the same incident and I bet she will be the same. So attitude is how we approach life and humanity is how we approach living. Living a hep life is not happiness, living a profound life is happiness.
The second incident is very small, very simple yet very powerful. My mother is a shopping buff. This incident happened on one such day, we went out for a shopping. I said I’ll stay outside while my mother promised me she will return back soon. I sat on my bike watching people move. It was a very busy area and life here was very different than the life that I mentioned in my first incident. A posh background,lots of car and money. I was totally impressed by a kid's smile. I smiled at the kid and I got an immediate reciprocate smile. I knew the smile was genuine. Her mother was carrying her brother and the kid was carrying the little brother’s slippers in her hand. This surprised me, we think it’s a sin to carry someone else’s dress if not for slippers. Kids are genuinely amazing and the humanity in them is always surprising. To me they are the unbound energy forces that light up the trigger for humanity.
With these two little lessons, I am seriously trying to be a better human, how about you?!?!?! Just think………..
Sweet dreams
Good Night.
