Princess Diaries Version 5.0

Hi guys I am back,

For the past few days I felt my posts have lost the flavor that it had while I started the venture. Just thought I would surely try “Recreating Magic”. I was coincidentally chatting with a guru of kind in these works and even he felt the same, there was something that lacked in the posts.

Recreating Magic

Dated:07.11.2007
This happens in all of our lives, we actually end up giving best shots, when we would have never thought we were giving and try repeating it we would have failed. Recreating magic, two superb words, what do I talk more? I just don’t know-how many of you who are now reading the post are flushed with memories?! Alas! I am flushed with lot of them. There is something that happens only for once, and even a billion times we try again to recreate it, we can’t. But there are surely certain genre of people who can recreate magic. I certainly call them winners.

Annoyingly I don’t think they ever try recreating magic, they keep innovating the way they live and end up recreating magic. While we create a wonderful work and get appreciated, we naturally become happy. But that is not the only good gift we get, we also become blessed with thinking on the same lines. And what happens next, we start becoming repetitive, and finally lose the battle. I guess there is this little misinterpretation we do with this phrase “Recreating Magic”. It doesn’t mean “Repeating a Magic”, it means “Recreating Magic”. So there is profound difference in the two. It just means we invent and keep innovating from there. Then we will surely be blessed with the unbound happiness of succeeding in every effort.

So every little work we do, we should try seeing that it doesn’t go on the same lines as the old. The previous one might have been a great hit, but the next one can become a flop, if we keep floating on the success and get satisfied with the efforts.

And before signing off my last thought
“Create happiness
Recreate magic
Repeat hard work
Resist satisfaction.”
Good Night
Sweet Dreams

Princess Diaries Version 2.1

Long since I updated my blog!But I had been on a spellbound trip for 10 long days,so got disconnected from the technology part of life.Now back after the refreshing trip with newer thoughts to share.

Dated:24.09.07

Famous:Oops I am not talking about the famous five novel!Oh then what is it I am talking about?!?!




I was watching the India-Pak match recently(just dont worry, I will not load you with anything that is cricket,because neither I know the details of the game nor will bore you with the already media hyped topic) and had cheered all through the game just like most Indians did. The minute the match got over,the spectular celebrations made me sit back and watch with smile on my face. But there was something that my brains was doing, it was dreaming.!!!!!!!!Dreaming too big........How would it be if I had a father,son,husband,boyfriend or simply a close friend who was one among the winning team?Or I was there on the ground playing as part of the winning team?Why do we all want fame to hit us or the people we know?What was the special feeling about being popular? With my questions doing its wonderful work, I didnt take my eye out of my television set.Everything got over and at last I came back to fill down my diary.


Sat down thinking about the day....and after all with the spirits driving me high what else would I write, other than the match.Kept writing about it, but stopped suddenly when the questions hit my brains again.POPULARITY......FAME........MONEY........SUCCESS....My God why do most of us love these words! Still getting confused, but only when there is confusion my brains think -"think more and think beautiful". What makes us popular?Is it being Ash or SRK or the big B or our own superstar Rajinikanth-a defined life?Is it being Mother teresa,sania mirza,Ambani and co.,Jawaharlal Nehru........and so on-a well lived life?I doubted on my own thoughts. Why do we create hype for certain things and leave the rest unnoticed? A huge dedication of a good life's work would have been awarded with less than what a actor earns fora single film!Alas thats a pathetic truth!Anyhow, whatever be it, there is something that makes being famous a most liked tagline.

A world of our own,dreams unparalled by creativity, life full of innovative thougts and heart that just wants us to keep working for our passion-this might just be the right mixture of getting to the top.Where ever and how ever we are there is a small difference between that famous and not so famous. We might be successful in what we do, but not famous. The reason is simple that little passion and patience was missing. Any one who is famous is just not popular because his work was successful,theres something more.This little more than what others did is what fame gives. Be it at your work place or your college or just any where, there is only one who stands out of the crowd. It is not that he worked 24hrs and u did only 12 hours, it is just that he worked with sheer love of what he was doing. He might also have had rough patches all through his tenure, but that would have only made his heart more stronger than before. And going back to the thought on "well-lived life". It is a simple satisfaction that comes with every little popularity that we get. And it brings in lot of greatness into our life. This enthralling feeling of "WOW!I DID IT" is just enough to add that wonderful chapter to our life "well-lived life". But all this is just for the loveof what we do,if getting famous was our motto and not what we were doing?Then it would surely end in a chaos. Fame comes with our love to what we do, and not with wrong deed of publicity.

If someone is thinking as to why did Bill Gates alone made it to the top , while there might have been few more who were as capable as he. It is just that small difference, his "PASSION" spoke words of determination everytime he fell down the ladder. While the other few might have got disturbed with failures. So if you are seriously passionate about something, then be it getting famous or successful everything will hit your doors at right time. Only that along with your passion, dont stop dreaming big and work in a way that will help you realise it. So you don't have to worry about that at all. Just keep up your love for what you do "alive" always .

So, for what are we waiting to get famous and popular, it might be anything from Kalpana chawla's nasa drive to pretty Priety's bollywood foray or from Sania Mirza's cute tennis to Arundhathi Roy's writing. Anything you dream is, it is there to stay with you if you know that it is your passion and power to do and show it to the world. And with a very short life at our hands, why not start today and live the way we dreamed to. Because at the end of the day what makes us happy and great is what makes this simple unpredictable life.


Sweet dreams
Gud Night
DREAM BIG AND DO IT!!!

Princess Diaries Version

Hi guys there is something that all of us know is constant in this world........you would all know what that is..........even heard about this famous sentence

"the only thing that is constant in this world is CHANGE"........so was thinking why dont I change my probably monotonous contents!

So this time my attempt will surely be introducing innovation back to my topics.........Its just an attempt, so I have no promises that I'd become innovative all in a day's time, but I will surely try!

Dated:01.08.07

Departure:Heart Says NO,Mind says YES,mouth says WHAT ELSE CAN I DO!
And read more to know what soul says?

Sometimes its just too wierd, other times it is harsh reality, but departures seems like they are the real constants which rule the world. Past few months of my vacations did a strenous job of introducing me more to departures than anything else. Alas I had to take it all. Just like my pretty Grandmother used to say,

"All of us are living a life of dettached attachment"

She even used to support her statement with a little story,

The story of the papaya tree . When a fruit grows in a papaya tree the branch that bears the fruit actually dies. The branch is US and the fruit is LIFE.We are dettached still attached to life.Very difficult to understand(abstruse) when I was young, but now it sounds so true.

This is what happens with relations, we are all dettached yet attached with them. Departures show us this in varied colors. I have cried really hard when I had to leave my school after my tenth grade, but with time my emotions faded down and I started taking the moment as it came. But there is this situation in most of our lives, at some point we all have to say this hard word "GOOD BYE". Departure is just not easy yet not difficult too.

Had we all been blessed with a life without departures, dictionary would have never had words like stranger,unknown,accost and so on. It is just that new atmosphere always has a freshness. Neverthless the old one never dies it is just that is dettached yet attached to us. Every new bonding is too big for a day yet too small for a life. Because the best attitude of life is it allows us to add freshness to it while keeping its backups safe. You have a life that makes your existence look shorter, you exist however be the case. Longer we think about departures better we get confused, certain times best too. But all we know about departureis that there is something that the heart wants "PLS STAY WITH ME", while there is something that the soul tells "YOU WOULD ALWAYS MAKE A PLACE RIGHT IN MY SOUL THAT WILL TALK TO YOU BY DEFAULT WHEREEVER WE ARE HELL OR HEAVEN". That is in short what departure means to a normal humans bonding.And this was my true feelings on how departures are, in my amateur philosophical sense. And there is one subtle truth 'Departures' makes true bondings stronger. Since the heart gets to understand that, distances truly show whom and what we want always in our life



But since departures are the most interesting to capture in cameras I would take you through the lenses of Life's crucial departures(no philosophies attached to it but truly conveys a moral- keep your child like heart intact because they tell you that departures are temporary while true bondings are pemanent, so why do we have to worry!)



School

The first ever instinct that comes to my mind when I think of the word departure is schooling. Certain times life makes us think why dosen't it stop and remain constant?,why dont we stop growing up?There exists a profound truth in certain parts of our life, not only do we miss it ,but all the people who experience these beautiful parts in their life, do miss it. One such is schooling. Probably all of us who have been to school would love the experience of it. A true blend of culture,innocence,emotions,talent,skills,friendship,teachings and finally exams is what most of us would relate to as school. But the departure from school would be the most underplayed drama of all our lives. All of us would not have been gifted with single schooling all through our life. But whatever be the fact it is always heavy heart when we think of schools. The final exam during our last year at schooling is the most strenous to write. They bring in mixed emotions of vacations, new life and departure. The farewell being the most difficult to attend. The tears during the farewell say a long tale, of the affection,love,care and friendship.While departure is not a word that we learn as kids, but the word that we try to understand as we grow. But alas it is always the kids way that teaches us the best morals.Adolescence wierdly helps us in one way! Though the feelings of separation hits our head hard,the excitement of newer experience makes the heart strong. But after many years,when we think back, schooling will always remains as the strongest desire to redo.



College


Priviledged are those who attend schools and most previliged are those who attend college. College is a renaissance in everyone's life. It brings in aspirations,desires,hopes and dreams in a big way. It adds lot of color and spice to life.What does departure do here?A lot, just like movies masala elements, college adds flavour to the life. A lot of sentiments ....wonderful(dont know if it is everlasting?!?!) love stories,"i cant live without phones"(now its mobiles) as status line,always expanding wardrobes,"we will study the night before" exams as moral,"friends are more than life to us" as logo are the beautiful colors in college life. School would have given us best friends but college adds true friends to this list. As a newcomer to the adulthood, emotions play high during college life. The last few days makes us unavoidably 'COLLEGE SICK'.Lots of promises to keep in touch, meet up periodically and not to cry (while tears already floating down our eyes) probably form most of the FAREWELL MANTRAS. While what happens next is a big "?". While some understand the value of fun alumni meets others blame the time for not attending it, but it is there minset that is to be blamed.



Work


The modern work culture supports departure soon if not sooner. But whatever be it,a work has more attachments to our passions and dreams while people around us become of lesser importance(as competitive as the world). But there is always the close circuit of bondings. A matured adult,at least as a fact,makes us underpaly our emotions. We understand a new dimension of departure. A departure that deals with our passion, our dreams and our motivations. Whatever be it, this is the era when we gracefully accept departures and farewell treats, truly in the quest of our passion that drives our life. Just with the known fact that if our heart likes someone, it would keep doing it no matter where and how we are. This is our moral that we learn from experience, though we had already learnt half of it as a child the line "No Worries".



This was just my try from all the small observations that I made about 'departures'.



And finally my so called comical touch on departures.

A departure is the usual girl friend-boy friend love story type:

when the girl says ,"sorry I quit the relationship"

The boy replies,"At last I got a chance for a new try"
Innovation in his sense and applying thoughts for the next reality show, the boy indeed gracefully accepts departure(infact understands the truth about the statement"change is the only constant":)).

Alas this was just the fun part.To add to the lighter side of the topic "departure".


Sweet Dreams

For all my friends whom i have met,meeting and will meet.......... departure is never associated to you all ,because my soul will keep your bondings refreashed all time.

Princess Diaries Version 1.0.2

A never ending issue with me is my sequels........just because i wrote a blog with the title "what makes us special?" i was searching for more topics with the same kind of content in my diary.....and through my thoughtful glances I found at last a worthy write up though not a proper sequel of my previous write up.And surprisingly this is one of my very recent diary entry!Now moving straight into my diary's write up.....

Surprises,surprisingly add enough power to build a great wall of china all over again!
Dated:31.08.07

Happy days are special and more are days that brings us loads of great surprises as happiness. There is always this cute little happiness when it comes to giving surprise or getting surprised. There is an unbound energy attached to the surprise factor. Surprises are special in their own way.Surprises add amazing memories to our beautiful life.There is something no camera can capture. Those are called special moments and they are always a pleasure to recall. They are soul touching experiences and have the ultimate power of adding unlimited love to life. And surprises are one of the most important ingredient of these special moments. Everytime we think of surprises, it brings loads of happy memories and tonnes of unseen energy with it . It creates thought processes as close to the ones like "I feel like I am flying in the air". Style and substance, attitude and dedication, love and laughter, innovation and excitement are the special elements that make surprises the best moments to recall all through our life.



Surprise as the dictionary definition says ("To cause to feel wonder, astonishment, or amazement, as at something unanticipated") is a bundle full of unanticipated lovely moments. Surprises show an array of profound feelings and emotions, to cherish for the life.Hence surprises as I would define is "a renewal of life".There was this small incident that strikes my mind when I think of the word SURPRISE.



It was a beautiful evening, and the climate obviously made me take a walk to the park.I sat down on chair enthralled by the sight of the sunset. And my mind wandered into the dreamland as usual. At my vicinity I could hear the voice of two guys. But since my daydreaming(or eveningdreaming!) was spicy I didnt make an effort to turn around and look at the direction of the voice.Suddenly their serious, loud topic halted my daydreaming.The part of conversation what I overheard:



GUY1:"Sorry I couldn't come on your b'day and wish,my grandapa's sudden health problems didnt give me time.But alas my wishes are always there with you.How was your birthday da?"



GUY2:"Frankly Speaking this b'day is the closest to my heart of all the b'days I've had I guess.I would call this birthday a very special one and a storehouse of strength for the whole year ahead, how good!My college friends made me bunk the college, telling me they will take me to a farmhouse. And when we finally arrived at the destination I didnt see a farmhouse in the vicinity.The only thing I could see there, was an Ashram.Before my mind could work out Q&A's they took me in, telling me that there was small work.Inside the big hall what I saw was LIFE in its Fullest form.Around 50 little kids standing in a perfect row and column fashion. A decorated table with a beautiful b'day cake, placed in the center, right near the entrance of the hall.And as we entered the kids started with the b'day song while my friends continued.Astound by the emotions of the kids and my friends, my eyes were filled with tears.I knew my friends would have spent enough money for this. But this surprise made me spellbound, thus making the whole surprise worthier than a billion dollar gift for me. I knew even a cheque worth crores would not equal this surprise. And I now understand that I have been gifted with marvellous friends, who know how good a surprise could do. This b'day added a meaning to my life's ship. And the unimaginable fun that the kids and my friends gave me added colors to my life.

(there was a small moment of silence, indicating the intricate emotions that held both the guys in serious thoughts. And then the conversation continued.)

But since it was already late I had to leave the listening job and go home.

Back now ,this whole episode in my life adds so much meaning to the word "surprise". I could now understand how good that surprise could have been for him. Surprises do not require auspicious days(like a b'day,wedding day,................). Anytime a surprise would make a change in the perspective of life. So if there is dull mood killing your loved one's life, plan a surprise which would bring back happiness in their life. And if your getting bored with the monotonous life, plan a surprise, it would work wonders. Surprises can sometimes help you come out of problems. Like if something was making your optimism die, think of the beautiful surprise that someone had given you or you had given some one. Think of the profound emotions and ultimate joy that the surprise had brought with it. It would not only add optimism back to your heart and brain, but also bring back energy and power to rebuild a whole new and prosperous environment around you.So surprise always goes by the tag,"Good Memories unerased by time".

A surprise need not mean spending heck a lot of money on it. It could be anything from simply calling up a friend after a long time to taking a surprise holiday from your work and just staying at home with your family. If your this I ONLY DO WORK kind, try taking simply a day out and letting the people around you talk to you.You'll feel the difference of surprising them by this simple act.Sometimes there would have been so many things that you wanted to tell someone, but did'nt do because of some factor. Now surprise them with what you felt. That can be one sweet kind of surprise. There could have been times you would have liked a painting, a poem,your friend's wardrobe,some hotel's food.........the list goes on.When you like something do go and surprise them with your words. Like even if you were a stranger, dont hesitate do go and tell them "your poetry was too good or your painting had life". This little surprise act of yours, can earn you wondeful moments and blessings all through your life. And this thougt was the only one that made me think of "what makes us special" sequel idea and now I can understand that surprises add a lot of value to the SPECIAL YOU.And after all appreciations add colors to the expressions of both appreciator and receivers life. Who knows it could also add a new friend (surprisingly) to your list! These are small surprises that can be added to everyday life. Because these little ones can stand as an everlasting memory in your life. And when you recall them they could bring back your happiness, enough to uproot the worst believes that you ever had.

And surprising someone on a special day could be even more beautiful. They could kindle the innovative ideas that your brain has in its storehouse to plan for the surprise. And if your lucky enough to get surprised on your special day,do RELISH it, because not all of us are this lucky!

With this array of thoughts on surprises I leave you with just one thought finally, think of how surprising our life is-"Unpredictable yet special"........a surprise in its own way.

Sweet Dreams

And after all my blog is getting updated quite quickly.Honestly I am surprised myself(how is the finishing touch?lol!)

Princess Diaries Version 1.0.1

This time I am soon if not sooner....And the reason being obvious my creative vacations.Obviously I thought I would write my second set of testimonials, but wanted to wait till the end of my vacations for it.So had to put my rusted brain to work to find out what will I write about.Its been long since I wrote anything about my favourite topics...... relationship....bonding..or simply the existence. As I would always do, I took out my diary to find out I had penned down anything interesting in these topics.Amidst the quest of finding out writings, I found out an interesting incident I had written down. And as it was totally interesting, I took down a new page and started to build upon the basic thoughts I had. I dont know if all of you would like it but I hope it doesnt burden you down with heavy heart. Let me start straight down with the incident.........
Dated: 23.08.07
WHAT MAKES US SPECIAL?
During the monthof April this year I saw two people on the road,a lady and her son( total strangers to me).The lady was about 25-30yrs while the son about 4 yrs.And the heat was eating all of us.As would be my case I was travelling in my beautiful bike.The lady stopped me and asked for a lift. The lady looked quite decent and had a big bag on her hand. I didn't know what was the instinct that told me, but something made me stop and give them a lift.When I dropped them at the end of the road the lady thanked me billion times. Her words still ringing, "God Bless you dear.Thank you so much" and she even asked her cute little son to thank me. I was surprised, it was hardly a road that I gave them a lift, and they thanked me like I had given them life. And I knew the plight of walking on the roads during the month of april especially chennai rocks with heat waves.And amidst the heat it was a magic to hear those words "God Bless You". It made me feel like I was special in some way. A small gesture made my heart elated. And promised me that wonderful people do exist on planet earth.
But this small gesture made my brain cells strained with simple questions "What Makes us special?And is being special in a way "pursuit of happiness"? Am I in the list of those wonderful people?"And as I would always do, I sat down at the corner of my bed, closed my eyes to think for answers. The answers I found made me feel amazingly in debt with lot of small little gestures I had missed before. As it is always true "it is never late than ever". But the answers were beautiful thoughts that I would share with all of you because it would help not all but at least a few people to help create a world of joyful existence and this small little start could one day become a big movement.
And now with this hope I would share with you how my brain reacted to my simple questions to help me add one more wonderful attitude in my heart.And these were the thoughts:
If we could greet everyone around us during the start of the day with a simple "Good Morning" and smile, it wouldn't cost us anything, but gives us a lot of good wishes in return. Though all of us know this, we make excuses to grind down the little good habits that we have. The innocent smile and good morning could have helped in bringing abundant energy in somebody's worn out heart. We all know it is not fair to expect anything from others, but a smile and good morning in return to our greetings could really be worth billions of energy ( and especially if it is a cute girl you had greeted and her reply greetings would have made your day colorful :-)). The little joy that you create through these magic words can only make your heart more happy. And after all, at the end of the day every human's dream would be happiness.
These are small little gestures that money,fame or popularity can never buy you. But these are your most cherished motivators as well as memories that will stay forever in your soul. The simple attitude of making somebody feel special is just so beautiful that if you start practising it, it will desseminate to others like a contagious smile.Small words like "thank you","sorry","I know you can do it","love you dear" and so on can help you spread colours of joy all through the picture of your life as well as others life.Like by a thank you would make someone's help for you get prominence and also add love deep down their heart for the special YOU. Just like that, all of us are humans and none of us are unaware of the fact that
"To err is huma to forgive is divine"
So if you hurt somebody, you always have a chance to apologise. Tell them a simple sorry before it is too late. This magical word could help you unburden your mistakes and help them understand that your heart still treats them in a special way.Also have an open heart when someone makes a mistake and apologises for the mistake. After all they now know that it was mistake and want that special place in your heart back again. So forgive them, for they could fly in the air for these simple words "Its okie dear,please don't repeat it" and you could make their day a special one. And if you haven't done it,trust me it wouldn't hurt you now,but on your death bed you would feel that you gained one good souls hatred because you couldn't tell someone sorry or couldn't forgive someone's mistake.
After all I know on my death bed I might not be happy if I know I couldn't make difference in anyone's life. On the contrary I might be really happy if there was at least a single person who would come and say
"You will always remain in my heart" or with their sweet little tears tell me how much I meant for them. The more the number, the more happy I would be. And dying happy would probably be everyone's aspiration.

And why should we wait to bring this small little effort into life for long,let us start with it now.

Sweet dreams

Whenever I write I dont expect someone would come and appreciate me, since writing is my passion.But when someone appreciates me for my blog ,even in a very small way such as "I liked your blog".That small sentence would make that little moment in my life be called"this part of my life is called happYness". So I end this post with a small request if you really felt my blog made a difference in you please do tell me because it makes me feel so SPECIAL and I sincerely hope that my "THANK YOU" in return would tell you how much special you are for me.
And for this patient reading that you have done, you are already being blessed by my heart whereever and whoever you are

Princess Diaries Review section

Before I write anything in this post........ this post will have no version or diary entry date, because this is not a write up from the pages of my diary but a write up from the pages of my heart.
Hi guys.....like the ym and orkut msseages....it has become long time no c condition!.but at last i am back with a new post......this post is about what I would call "My movie collection".........because of this obviously never ending vacations of mine I had all the time to watch good movies.........and would love to tell you that the whole section is going to be a dutiful review on few of the movies I loved watching(actually re watching) during this holidays.....but the time i got helped me look at the subtilities in these movies.......but alas after all i have no no ideas about the technical aspects of movie making i would only tell what my heart felt ......Before I would go on I would recommend one thing if you’re a stranger to Indian cinema, then this post can try your patience.


p.s: there might be offences and agreement and you are all welcome to post the comment



Movies That makes my heart beat faster!!!!

The first one that hits my mind is the most beautiful movie : Mouna Ragam........


If I could put it right...when I watched it in some television channel this holidays, my heart went FIDA about the movie. A movie with a romance "said not said" kind. A total go by the name movie. When we now find it very difficult to find a single movie that has songs that get imbibed with the script I felt mouna ragam had it all. A clean blend of the songs with the script made it a perfect Mani ratnam style. I would call Mouna ragam this way, "my first love with cinema"...a beautiful creation. It had a very simple storyline, but a very strong screenplay. And actors no words to it. The emotions flowed out with ease. Though you could call it being partial,since my first crush would always be actor Karthick, I would obviously support his acting. But I have to say Revathy stole the show. I am getting a little jealous now, but got to tell this she's a beauty unaudelterated by time. My God the innocent smile is still making my heart go crazy. And Mohan is supposed to get a special mention, a superb actor. The movie made me get into a new world, experience 3 hours of SUMA IN WONDERLAND life. Accolades for the director whos creation does have lots of divine blessings. This movie I think showed relationships with ease and trust with simplicity.The music of the movie is for the soul which is thirsty for good music.





Now for the second one....an emotional movie .....Phir Milenge..


I dont know why but looks like Revathy is always in my hit list either as an actor or director. But this is the first movie that made me cry and laugh with it. I couldnt avoid but felt like I had to go and help Shilpa. Her acting was so good that it made me forget it was a movie.A HIV awareness movie with the right mixture of reality. I was so moved that I decided I would never talk low about people suffering with diseases no matter what disease it was. A movie which meant life for me. And Shilpa could only be replaced by Shilpa in this movie. Those who had acted as her friendsin the movie did an awesome job.I loved the story for its beautiful portrayl of characters. A very strong storyline. The screenplay was a cakewalk with the kind of script. A special mention would be about the attires. Beautiful ones, they had a perfect blend of colors. A story about humanity would be very small description it is a story about life. "Learn from it" kind of movie. If you havent seen it try seeing it,its a movie for life. Great work! kudos to the team of Phir Milenge





My next one....a movie for life........."The pursuit of happYness"


A must watch movie. If ever I wold remake a movie it could be only this one( but let me first find a producer..jus kidding). An amazing story,screenplay,direction,camera......my God I cant stop the list.The kid in the movie is too good. The day I watched the movie I could only think of one wish, God give me a kid like that. And a husband like that too(I know now its becoming too much). A story that made me spell bound and the characters where like they spoke with me. I can now remember a line from Bhagvad Gita


"Apne Karma Kiya Javo Fal Ki Chintha Math KAro"(Keep doing your work dont worry about its fruits)."


That was truly depicted in this movie.A superb father and son combo.I guess it being a real life combo there already existed a beautiful bond, but it still requires lot of applause for the natural touch.A must watch movie. It made all my brains actuated to work for my passion. And I think I am too small to comment on such a great work.



The fourth one..a human tale...that is "Anbae Sivam"

Anyone who had seen this movie will surely not deny the fact that this is one great work during our times. Too good to watch a natural story.Simplicity is its plus and a total heart touching emotions is its TRP. A new dimension about God could be called its genre and its actors are veterans in this field without doubt.An impeccably beautiful script. A movie that made me look deep into my heart. I felt helpless for two whole days after I watched this movie.Why wouldnt I?Because I was still naive in my actions as a human. My ambition had a polishing effect after I watched this movie. Words are always very difficult to be used for describing something that touches our heart. That is what Anbae Sivam is.......I have no words to express.To add a small point I loved the camera work.



My next one is a old movie............a reality show...."Ethir Nechal"

Nobody can be what KB is. This is my impression after I saw this movie. It could be degrading if I called it an old movie.The reason being the movie had the touch of being alive for ages to come. I could not stop thinking about the characters. It had every aspect of livelihood.. One of my my favourite songs in the whole filmi music genre would always be the mami song in this movie. A single song that depicted a clean and neat middle class life and relationships. Nagesh is an outstanding actor, an abode of talent. A story that makes your mouth laugh while your brains think. Its flavour will remain fresh in my heart forever.



The next one is.............a simple tale....."Azhagiye theyee"

I wouldnt take too much of time in this movie..the reason being it is a simple yet unasuming storyline. It is a quintessential movie about everyday's life. Prasanna is a natural actor and surely needs lots of recognition. This movie made me a part of the screen, because I felt like I was also part of the screenplay. Had loads of sentiments and emotions depicted in an understandable way.This is totally a director's movie.



The last one...........heart speaks directly than words.........yes the movie is"Mozhi"

A movie that has brought freshness with it. Music that has got flavour with it. Lyrics that have got unsaid life in it.And finally the director who has got ultimate potential with him. This movie surely breaks the monotonous romance that we see on the bigscreen. One aspect of the movie that I admired - every character in the movie is shown that they are good,and the truth that all of us make mistakes only at situations unavoidable is clearly seen. Prithvi Raj is smart in one word. Jo needs no intro shes by herself an actress whose grown from one milestone to another. A movie that speaks about a language told but not heard,heard but not told...........It might look confusing as a sentence,but if u had ever seen this movie,youll surely understand. It actuates us to think beyond words. I remember a tamil song in this context.....ill write down the lyrics that I think will aptly suit this movie

"Varthay illamallae Bashay Unnda Aggalam"(song:neetru illata matram

movie:pudhiyamugam)

(Without words a language can be created). And after I saw this movie I felt how true its lyrics where.

I know I had left the second set of testimonials which will be my next blog.

And after that it is going to be the last set of the "movies I liked till now"........"Rang De basanti,Aval Oru Thodar kathai,......."keep guessing the others until I post.

Bye for now

Keep watching movies and enjoy watching sensible ones

Princess Diaries Version3.0

SAMARPAN:TESTIMONIALS -A DEDICATION LIST FOR THIS VACATION
People.....relations..emotions.........bonding........existence.......or simply the profound trurth life..okie okie I can understand that all of you are getting bugged about the thought I am boring you with the same old words that most of my most posts contain..........please hold on this time it is seriously not about any common thought..........this is going to be a little personal...my diary's very recent entry.............I know most of you would read on, because what is personal gets publicity and attention without great effort...okie let me not exaggerate more...........over to my write up

Dated:30.07.2001

PEOPLE WITH WHOM MY HEART SPEAKS
This vacation, which is still not ended theoretical had its turn of introducing me to the superb boredom…the long days, sorry sorry the very short days and long nights…..and the never before experience of thinking what do I do tomorrow to help the clock run faster, create a new time machine???....But now when I sit back and think, this vacation has taught me lot more lessons than I would have ever have learnt in all these years of my life!
P.S: This is just the first post about my vacation….a lot more will be added

In all these years of my life I wouldn’t have ever cherished friendship so much as this holidays. I know people who know me would really know that I’ve got this serious aversion towards all these new techies stuff like cellphones,internet,chat messengers,……..and the list goes on. And the world knows about my abdication to novels! But what got me going fine and great , were a few new and old bonding , all known people though(I don’t believe in talking to strangers right away, without the knowledge of who they are...no offences though), and the freedom of planning my own day as we would want it. So this whole post is dedicated to all those who made me understand the beautiful concept of living. Now that I know that, this time I’ve got, is the most gifted time I would ever get. I can now understand the beauty of life, the power to think practically, the passion that drives success, the easy way of doing our job with the sheer of love of doing it and most importantly ,helping my wings fly high keeping in mind that if I try above my possible level I might fall back. And all this was due to the gracious company of few. In every endeavor of my life I surely know that my parents and my brother have been with me, so this vacation also, they had their share of teaching me new lessons for life and after. But what I want to talk is about certain beautiful people, who made a lot of difference in my life, all for my good.
So on to those people and their abundant contribution for all the good that is happening in my life………the first one I am going to take you to is called Ms Devil………and this is how she got her name
“Think of the devil and the devil is there”.
She potentially is not a speaker but a listener. All of us would love to talk but most of us will deny listening to other’s boring nonsense. As long as I know whatever happens in my life, she listens damn patiently to the long phone conversations and finally consoles me. She’s got this natural beauty of smiling casually, for what I would think the biggest misery that is happening. These holidays were the first time I stopped and looked intently into her heart, so that I could alter a few of my characters to make myself a better human. And I knew this strenuous task of mine will at the end make me more happy than sad. I know all of us have got few negatives, because we still are humans, so I wouldn’t blame her if she’s got any negatives(which she has).And these negatives also helped me to learn a lot about life. When my stress is bursting out, the first thing I do is talk to people whom I believe will help me. My innocence and immaturity didn’t give me time to think about these profound thoughts. So I gave it a shot during my holidays once and found one big flaw, that, if you expect from relationships they become like the birds in the cage.They limit your reach and tend to break your connectivity. So just a small thought to you, and I know I have no rights to give you advices and I don’t believe in doing it. The thought: You know there have been really harsh days during my past though you had been with me for a few , I never saw you predominantly in most of them. Just take a moment to think dear, I would surely not call it your mistake and I don’t think I would even expect you to always be with me……….but I wanted to tell you this only to remind you that its easier to support people when they are good and very difficult to do the same during harsh days, and when you can do the difficult, it is then you reach the saturation level. So I would always want you to reach that superb level of saturation soon, for you to enjoy the ultimate joy of existence.

The second one, comedy is his genre, life is his playground and survival for him is Darwin’s theory and the best of all he’s got the copyrights for being rightly called Mr Kanjos. The endless treats that made most part of my vacations fun time require all credits to him. His flaunt less facts and views, I just can only adore him for that. If mobile is his asset (though I think it’s a liability), his atm card is surely his liability. If I can think for a sentence to start the conversation, he would have finished talking to me with a billion lines. And before I could even react upon, his blood vessels in the brain would have suggested him a new topic. Helping is in his blood, especially if its for his next door girls(sorry I couldn’t avoid this element).The amazing thoughts that you shared with me, helped me make a few important decisions at least for this holidays, and if all that works out I would only be elated to treat you Taj(though not at your cost…...be happy for this!).His thoughts and ideas remind me of novelty, and his actions of renaissance. This is what I learnt from this superb individual in my life, be modest but don’t play with the term attitude. It might be a small word but I know nothing can replace this Thanks for all your support and keep this attitude of yours going, because the only flaw I can find is your great mobile. What I could do more is thank this holidays, otherwise both of us would have blamed the time factor for not helping us share our thoughts. My one final sentence: If ever I got a chance to swap myself with somebody, you would surely be one of my nominations, for the fact that I cannot be as kanjos as you (just joking), surely for the fact that you got a bindas attitude.

The third one…..she’s like a breeze to all, but a storm to me. A no-easy type of attitude and I am my mum-dad’s kid kind of display is her advantage. Loquacious is not her cup of tea, but giving a tough fight is her avatar. She is none other than Ms Aesthetic……..She’s taught me the most during all parts and walks of my life. Helped me climb mountains with ease. It would be no use of calling her as motivator, because she almost always actuates my thoughts. Wonderful as a person, but cautious at heart. Being different is her style and the word adamant misses in her dictionary. She is an living example of “WYSIWYG”(what you see is what you get).My argumentative partner and adorable friend. She s a package of perfect coffee……….”Hot and Strong”. She made me learn to work for my passion during this holidays.

The fourth one is my accomplice…………and this holidays helped us reunite after years of losing touch. We get the maximum fun when we are together and the maximum I laugh would only be in your company dear. Makes me lighten my heart, loosen my thought, stupidity is our life together. Every time I’ll think about this holiday, you would be always on my list of people I am missing after these holidays. Roaming is our pass time, journalism is our passion (only spicy news about our great school life reported) and finally guys are our common interest (because she has an unending list of fans).Though most of the time I love philosophy she makes me understand with her simple smile that life is a geography, history………and what not, even psychology, because both of us always talk nonsense. She saves me from the burden of emotions and makes my heart go lighter. Thanks dear for our “Stupidity Rocks”

This is very important the numbering has no connection with anything it just helped in keeping track of introduction.

This is my first set
The second set is actually being entered in my diary only now. So when I complete I would put that up…..until then
Good night
Thanks for your patient reading. Hope you find this blog interesting…….. do post in your comments............

Princess Diaries Version 2.0

All my posts till now saw emotions and relationship,so this time I seriously wanted a change...............so took all my diaries till date and started searching for different yet interesting write ups...so at that time I looked at this one.....I liked it..........so thought will share with all

Beauty is skin deep??????or have we lost brains to think so!!!!!!!!!

Dated:12.08.2005

Today I had an amazing conversation with my friend.So you(my diary) are supposed to listen to it all , before I call it a day.........Sindhu(name changed) and I were enjoying the day at the college as we usually do......as always we didnt have any idea of listening to the lecture,so with our own way of whiling away the time ,started with a topic.As usual it was about the glamour industry!But what was new was the way the topic took a turn.We were generally discussing heroines and beauty,when my friend made an impeccable comment "This beauty doesnt't last long suma".We all know this fact but never take time to understand it I thought.When I abruptly replied "But it speaks a lot about you in today's scenario".The reply was especially meant to develop the conversation,I wanted to know her view and on top enjoy the fruit of not listening to the lecture.And as expected Sindhu continued "Why the hell would somebody look at your skin which will sag with age".I continued my argument "Then why is the cosmetic industry having a boom like never before".With her deadly smile she made a clear point telling it was not the mistake of the business but the customers,we all want to look like ash and he makes money out of our lust.I defended her saying that "If you don't look good nobody respects you dear.So atleast if we were not born looking good,we could mend it with these cosmetics".With her never ending deadly smile she continued,"To tell the fact nobody can change the God gifted color and features dear.And even if you try and succeed it will not last long.And on top of it they might only risk your skin's pattern.There is no meaning in fighting the fact that we were born with a set of features.If you want to become a doctor you got to have a good memory power,a researcher then you should love experimenting and the same if you want to become an actor you got have good looks.Its just another profession Suma.Everyone is gifted with a set of assets and we got groom our own best asset to succeed.There is no use sitting all day and praying that I become gorgeous all of sudden when you got better jobs to do.And wasteing money and time on it.When we start acting according to other's view forgetting what makes us happy, at that moment we die.We should first understand what makes us happy.Just because somebody makes a bad comment on your looks you cannot spend your life wasting all your resources mending it.And this might only increase the feeling of "we not being we".If you got few extra pounds added to your weight,no problem that is how you are.You sit and diet like crazy,then finally you'll lose your happiness of being yourself,missing your lovely and yummy food.So we need to do what makes us happy Suma,not what makes us sad!"before she wanted to continue I interrupted her"So you dont like being complimented as Ms.perfect!wierd!actually we all know the fact that when somebody compliments us that we look good,happiness grows like a tree.So why fight the truth Sindhu?"Sindhu replied keeping her smile intact "See the happiness that you think is happiness is just a extension of your emotions for a moment.If you have a feeling that happiness comes when people compliment you,then you will die being happy at occasions.That happiness tree is one without roots that would fall down with the first rain.If you know that happiness is your extended emotion always,then you would be happy for what you are and not how you are.That would be the perfect,strong tree that would keep growing with the rains , bigger and bigger after every shower.Your attitude makes you happy not your amplitude.So if you really want to be happy run behind your passion,have the warmth nature of accepting people for what they are(character)and not how the are(looks).Because we all know that - with age we wrinkle and with time we learn".I liked her ideas,they were this perfect ten on ten thoughts for people who looked bad but I still had doubts ,wasn't looking good all about being liked at the first impression.Sometimes there have been harsh days where we would have lost the race just because we didnt have that superb look.But my mind responded to my thoughts," losing that race would be better than winning" at the end of the day you are what you love to be,that is YOURSELF.Before I could talk more, mam called out Sindhu to stand up knowing that we were busy chit-chatting.I couldn't avoid but smile.Sindhu at her new posture reminded me"Your smile is cute especially because of the fact that you made me talk and stand too!Ms.Selfish cute smiley.........Suma"These words are making me laugh again.With this smile I would call it a day.
Gud nite

Princess Diaries Version 1.1

People Don't Change But Their Colors Do
Hi long since I posted..........the title sounds annoying right!Dairy writings dont have a title and all that..so does mine.......But when I read this piece of writing in my diary I felt like I got to give it this title............
Dated:21.06.2006
As we grow up we see a lot of people,a lot of colors,a wonderful blend of characterstics and a surprising thread of togetherness.Everyday we get to see new things,as kids we experiment with them........but as we grow we don't.....and with our physical growth our mental growth actually is getting reduced...........We defend taking risks..........we play safe.Not that all of us do but some of us surely do.When I think of my school days,I remember the innocence with which we met people.The lovely feeling of being open minded.And the non-jealous attitude towards life.That is missing as we grow.Not that people change in a day,it is only that they learn all bad things quickly in this world.As a kid we would fight the previous minute and talk the next,but as we grow we get strained with grudge.We start hating people.I think the start of terrorism is just due to the fact that we build opinions,separate people,segragate the ultimate God and think war is the end to it all.How stupid we are.We misinterpret relationships.This world is just one,we are all entities of the same planet,we are all people with the same features.We should be proud that we are sixth sense homo sapiens.But instead we act like animals.And the worst,today's kids are being influenced by this wrong opinion.If we all could understand the fact that this extra effort that God had taken while he designed us ,is just to make us understand the fact that we are one,we would not act so foolish.
And added to this is the literal sense of people dont change but their colors do....you grow and people see with your external flair.....they give serious expressions like"Look at that girl she looks like an angel!"........no one is a devil here, all of us are angels....................but this stupid sixth sense works the other way.....we start counting on things that will not last long like beauty and forget about the real ones like our attitude.We spend so much time grooming ourselves externally,that we forget internal grooming...but this is the other way round at the young age.That innocent smile,those incredible attitudes,the unselfish bonding,the inevitable perseverance,the experimental nature...........let it not be a history.We need to keep it alive all through life...There should be a day when we should be able to proudly say "Neither people change with time,nor their colors"

As I was reading this diary writing I was astounded that I was also changing ,I wrote it someday but left it in air.Now I think I should revive it back."Love being a child at heart because it helps you grow as humans not animals...................!"
With this thought
I close my diary for now

Princess Diaries Version 1.0

Hi .........so did you try playing with the diary?Anyways I got to update my diary..........

So if you ever thought that the diary was all this boring planner..or this effluent peoples daily schedule keeper, your wrong.Its special in its own way.As I opened my diary i read this very interesting write up of mine.........

Date:10.11.2001

Why do I have confusions with relationships?

Sometimes its annoying but the word relationship is just too good and at times too bad too.What makes a relationship?What has it all to do with life?I start my life alone and end it alone,so where does all this relationships take me?

I guess I'll strain my brains a little more for answers!Relationships are simple at the beginning and become complex as we grow.The word relationship is astonishingly different with different people.So the word is like a chamelion ,"changes with environment".Exactly I do have confusions with every relation and they are all different.A few days back I met a little girl down my street .She was very preety and sweet.I asked her for her name and she immediately replied "Ankitha".Before I could tell her that she had a nice name her mum interrupted.Ankitha ask akka(elder sister) her name.There was nothing special about this,since all of us would have experienced such incidents.But there was something that made me think more............As a kid we are open to everybody,we dont creat barriers or hassles by the name of relationships,but this society around us teaches it.It gives every relation some name.And we stay with that fact.We got to forget it all.When we start to bond freely without hassles we dont expect anything from the relationship.So when you give some name to the relationship you start expecting from it too.Like if I call somebody a sister,I would like her to be caring and helpful.And this kind of list goes on.Instead of that if I am open and just,my love should be undivided to all I meet in this big world(known or unknown)and it should be a pure - one without expectations.Because only when you have an innocent love - its love, otherwise its just a feeling...............

And more to it is anger,jealously,selfishness and so on.Why do we get angry?Even for that we have got one good old answer."I like you a lot thats why I can be angry only with you".Sometimes this can be a wrong perseption,see at the first place anger is created not occured and the second place anger is an illusion not image.When our heart works without our brain's consent ,our mind stops working.We dont have a control on ourselves!So this is a situation created.We need to avoid it.The same goes with selfishness,jealously,...created versions of no self control.and at the more we blame others for it...we blame relationships....and in this short life we lose one good bond...only because of a negative attitude....so when you have a bond dont define it with set of rules...like "my child has to study and become a doctor for my sake".....Why create such expectations...when we are not authorised to do so....we shouldn't force our wishes on others.we do it only because of the big fact"he is my child"..which is wrong he is your loved one and so are everybody..you can love him but not order him...your not here for that.what happens at the end of such biased expectations we end up fighting between relationships and cry after we lose them......no use what is once lost in life is lost.........Sometimes I've done it myself.When my mum will ask me to switch of the light I would take advantage of her and tell her"why dont you do it instead of telling me!"though it looks funny as a sentence ,it isnt.If I had a pure,innocent and open heart I wouldnt have commanded.Because only when you strain others with your commands you spoil the relationship.So stop creating glues to your wings,they are for flying.Help them fly high.So next time when you meet people meet them without the intention of straining them with the word relationship.Just be a open book and give them a hand, you'll know the difference of pouring love without expectation.All of us are here only due to divine inspiration.So rejoice this world,leave the hassles,feel free to be yourself.Dont react because the world does.React only when you want to.Channel your heart and brain's frequency to a child's then you'll understand relationships are wireless bonds that connect peoples hearts not mind.Dont live for someone else,because one day you might end up being a puppet at other's hand.And at that time you might not have the time to free back,because this life is short.
Sweet dreams.

This was one of my very interesting dairy writings...........And when I write I feel with it.So I write as though I am talking to somebody..but that somebody is also me...hopefully I didnt bore anyone........So you got any more interesting views on relationships do post in.And open your wings because we got to fly high toghether in this life....and after it!

Princess Diaries

I know that the title of the blog will make most of you remember the movie.Yes this title is kind of inspired by the movie.My diary is always filled with so much emotions that i seriously love it.Its one of the most precious item i have.It has all my emotions captured like a live video.It sometimes looks like, a diary is a simple note with pages.But its surely got more to its credit.I dont know how many of you have this amazing experience of reading or writing a diary(I meant our own copy).And its even more interesting to peep into others diary too(But beware!it might lead you to trouble).A diary makes you express what your heart says,it maps your brains action and fills you up with emotions.It is your companion always.When you dont know how to express to someone or have the fear to talk about particular issue,just write it down.It surely relieves the truble thats eating your head.Without a headache pill you obviously can get rid of headache.It makes you rejoice sweet memories,lovely emotions that bypassed you.Helps you build your future by constantly pushing you to write down what you desire.So a diary is your counterpart.Now Its My princess diaries.As i write down every blog,you might have an peep through my diaries,the rough times and the fun ones too.But got to wait till I update,till then play your emotions in your diary and feel the difference..

Bye from

Princess diaries(I am sorry I am not all princess,but the name princess gels so well with diaries that I want to keep it like that).