A joy amidst the rain of tears and darkness

Surprising or simply called "giving a sudden appearance",but its sure I want my blog to come alive:)

I opened my web page with the hope of writing something but I have surely not decided what I'll write?!

At times you close your eyes to just think(the think can certainly be anything)but you prolong it more and at one point you can feel the tears in your cheeks.I bet most of us would have felt it, even if not the tears at least the bliss of thinking unbound.My very recent experience was very beautiful.Even before I go on with the experience there are few things I'd pen down.

Have you ever experienced this feeling you close your eyes to sleep and you find it real hard to sleep,your mind races with thoughts, but dont confuse that with the feeling I am talking about.
And it is surely not closing of your eyes in deep meditation or prayer.This one is different ,very different yet it has classical effect of wiping those tears all by itself.

There is something lovely about children their laughter and tears are so true that you just wish you get back to that little sweet life:)Know whats the secret their sensory organs reciprocate their heart,but things change so much as we grow that we need close our eyes and feel that bliss:)

At times you like some one very close to your heart you don't want to hurt them but you find at the end of the day that there is something that is still not scored correct.So what I felt was an extension of this feeling I closed my eyes hard as I was sitting alone in the living room for say around a minute the mind was surely loitering.And then it stopped and in few seconds tears started rolling down my eyes.It is very hard to understand few things. The darkness is not frightening you, instead its a solace. For those few moments your mind races through a lot of photographs and your heart speaks simple language. And at the end of it all you know it was worth the darkness. Its like a beautiful music,, mostly sad though but soulfully rendered. I know this would have always happened to all of us but with time we just run so fast and so fast that we forget it is not that we are fast it is just that we have missed the luxury of enjoying few simple things that would have made is more happy.

I know its a confusing blog but probably one of the best feelings that you and me are bestowed with. So when there's trouble,when you are sad,when there's happiness, any time any where close your eyes and just feel it all...and in those moments I bet you could ask the most difficult sorry, pay the most beautiful love, simply thank the most wonderful people to you and the Magic is surely there. The unsaid words just travel miles to see you in joy again:)

Signing off
Princess Diaries